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Lets all be real. We have times when we deserve more than what we get. Forget what i said in my past posts. I deserve more, I want more. And it kills me not to get that. Even if its not my choice, but just imagine if it was. Imagine all those obstacles in my path, imagine all of them disappear. Imagine it would be that easy. Like I got everything like i was already in Heaven. That every wish i ever had came true, haha wouldn't that be great.
Lets all be real. It's not true. If we don't cry for what we want, we wont get it. If we don't work all of our thoughts out, all those hours out just to prove you mean sincerely, that you run not walk for that reason you wont get what you want. Its confusing though isn't it? Its a sad thought, I know but it's true.
Now one more time lets all be real. Imagine if it was that easy, would you have anything to fight for? Would you have that feeling of wanting something so bad, and when Insh'Allah you get it you have the biggest smile ever? Sometimes I do deserve more, but I wouldn't have it any other way. Just pray and maybe, just maybe you'll see it right in front of you.